Saturday, December 13, 2014

Our life

We have all had to face challenges in our life and we all have had to watch people that we love pass away. We all have had to stop things that we enjoy and we all have all had to stop seeing someone that we loved deeply. Threw it all we have survived and have come back on top with amazing strength. God allowed all of these things for a reason and that is to make us stronger in every way.

Saturday, December 6, 2014

Your view

What do you see when you look at the drawling? What story is told threw this drawling? Does this drawling hit home when it comes to your life? Do you see something beautiful? Do you see pain? We all see a different story and we all are touched in a different way.

Bipolar 1 Disorder

Depression
Mania
No eating
No sleeping
Non medical compliant
Anger
Dark days
Suicidal
Cutting
Burning
Isolated
High as a kit
Worthless
A demon A alien
Blood shedding
Helpless
Hopelessness
Worthless Meds
Therapist
A curse
Hospital clothes
The blue room
Sleepy
Ignorance
Hated
The devils child
Mood stabler
Ect

1#Successes,2#Hope,3#Dreams

1#Enjoying My life
My drawings
My poems
My songs
My YouTube videos
Me getting up this morning
Medical compliance
Treatment compliance
Sharing My story
My 30 songs

2# That My family fully understand That they will acceptance

3#Becoming a singer
Becoming a publisher
Getting My bounty hunting license To become a public speaker

Acceptance

Is hard Is painful
Is just a lot of work
Is easy
You will never
Is a process Nami
Proper meds
Families Is not
My mom Is
My mom did
Blinders off
Friends weirdos
Friends supporters
Why am I like this
The label
The way people look at me
Denial
A challenge
A good therapist
The ups
The downs
That hug
That shoulder to cry on

Coping skills

Reading
Writing songs
Writing poetry
Listening to music
My little brothers
Writing
My journal
My blog
My YouTube
The Jefferson Patterson. Park

Treatment

Therapist
Meds
Healthy living
Very risky
Very challenging
Relaxation exercises
Running
Walking
Peaceful mind
Emptying my life of crap
Taking time for myself 
Nami
My mom
My friends
P2P class
My family
You have to want it