Monday, October 20, 2014

Mia bella vita di essere parte della famiglia LGBT

Sine i was 17 i started having strong feeling towards one of my best friend who i knew felt it to. I later down the line she ended up with  engaged and me being single till 2013 came and yes I did date a girl in the beginning for less than 2 month. I was struggling with all religions stuff , pleasing my parents, and my happiness. After all the pain and suffering i received from all the men i dated one special woman came into my life and i was able break away from all my no good friends and started hanging with her. We were friends at first and it progressed and became something so priceless, unique, and untouchable. We became close and it got to a point that we were always with each other and texting each other like crazy. She has made my life way better than it has been in years. I can  remember the exact day like it was yesterday= we went out to dinner down in  Solomons Islands with rob ,we eat and the walked down the board walk and she just stayed at the beginning of the board walk while i walked down to the end of the boardwalk where me and rob talked for a little while until something happened. I ran to the building with the bathrooms and stayed in there and then when i left the restroom i ran straight to her and didn't want to let her go why? because her arms are truthfully the only ones i am completely safe in. Her arms are the is the only place i wanted to be in after the incident that happened at the end of the boardwalk she was the who held me and never let me go. After he dropped us off at my house we sat on the couch and watched YouTube until she was ready to home and me and my mom took her home and i walked with her into the house and we just hugged each other. That night i didn't fall asleep until 4am and i was woken up with her blowing my cell out and when i answered the phone and  heard her upset and wanting to see me I knew something wasn't right. When i was able to see her again i was able to look into her eyes and see exactly what was going on and that is what was painful to see but i was able to keep her calm and i just held her and she just relaxed. What her and i share is unique and priceless it is what shows every time you her and me together. we became really close after that and that is when our journey together began. Our journey has been filled up with us spending the most of our time with each other, her tackling the fucking hell out of me, arguments, laughs, fighting. We have fought and  conquered every battle that people started. I have totally been so happy with her and visa versa .

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