3am

I am sitting here cry because  an amazing person was taken from me  in September and I wish that she wasn't.  We had had our problems and we have spent the last couple of months fighting but that doesn't change the fact that I love her and am praying she gets out before it's to late. September. Wasn't a good month for either of us she was rushed to the hospital by ambulance because her lungs and heart were falling she was literally was hanging on by a thread and she fought to stay here with everything she had.  She was in the hospital a second time and she she was lucky that she was already at the hospital in the waiting area up front waiting for me and when i got to her i saw that she was pail and we walked from the front of the hospital all the way to the E.R and her lungs were  spasming the off and on and then before she was released the doctor told her that her heart was in largest. Its because of her parents and children that she is still here and being her self which is good. Her parents drove down to be here for her court date and left empty handed which was not the plan at all they were suppose to leave maryland with her but instead we sat there while the cuffed her right in front of us and dragged her in the back. Her parents weren't happy at all and on top of that the judge didn't even salute her United States Navy Seal father which is disrespectful. Since she has been behind bars we have been fighting and I have been just trying to wrap my head around all of this and trying to live my life which hasn't been easy. She literally doesn't know how special she is and how her touch changes everything. Even though we are fighting i am still extremely in love with her. I am awake listening to her favorite country singer Brantley Gilbert and thinking about her and praying that the judge sets her free. Priceless love, heart, smile, person, daughter and mother. I am still waiting to see her walk threw that door way a free person and hell i will over joyed if he replaces her jail time with 10 years probation.