LGBT Documentaries

*The case against 8
**L Word Mississippi
*True Trans with Laura Jane Grace
*The real L word
*Out with dad
*From another perspective
*Transgeneration
*Bear nation
*Stonewall uprising
*Word is out
*After stonewall

This Chick

This chick has been by my side since the day DEM went jail and she hasn't left it at all she has had my back and has kept me from doing stupid shit and she has been more than just a friend and we have just taking it one step and day at a time. We both have been with each other almost every day and its just crazy how we both know how to reign each other in and pit a cap on each others anger. She is a lot like DEM and yeah sometimes when I am with her I do think about DEM then I just go on with my day DEM was my past and that's it. My chick knows and she fine with it because she knows my past is my past and that I don't turn around and run back to my exes. She knows were my loyalty is and that's with her until death she has been the one who has kept me from just hurting my ex and she has been the one who has honestly kept dogging her cousin DEM. I told her that she needed to fix thing with her cousin but she won't leave my side and that for me says a lot because family is family and she chose to stand by me why? Well because she knows I am speaking the truth and because she has seen it with her own eyes. 

Babe

I miss you alot and i am so sorry that we have been butting heads since you have been gone. I have been doing my best to stay calm and have been trying to keep a smile on my face. With you gone it has been both good and bad but mostly bad because i am walking on eggshells worring about your heart and lungs. Waking up witbout you blowing my cell up, having tuns of missed calls, voice mail messages from you and it sucks alot. We have all had our bad and good days but that has never changed how we are with each other.

I

                  Am a adoptee
                  Am blogger
                Am song writer
                  Am pro life
                  Am bisexual
                Have a disorder
         Have a past just like you
   Have problems with my weight
     Have problems with my anger
    Have problems with my sight
    Have problems with patients
           Am very strong willed
       Am one to not back down
   Am one to protect what is mine
          Am not one to take bs
          Am a bulletproof vest  
Am not one to be used by anyone
                  Am unique
  Am the same as everyone else
                 Am biracial
         Am a amazing person
          Am a priceless sight
           Am a sinner just like you

Priceless

http://pricelessbutterfly.tumblr.com/post/106036174716/priceless-love

3am

I am sitting here cry because  an amazing person was taken from me  in September and I wish that she wasn't.  We had had our problems and we have spent the last couple of months fighting but that doesn't change the fact that I love her and am praying she gets out before it's to late. September. Wasn't a good month for either of us she was rushed to the hospital by ambulance because her lungs and heart were falling she was literally was hanging on by a thread and she fought to stay here with everything she had.  She was in the hospital a second time and she she was lucky that she was already at the hospital in the waiting area up front waiting for me and when i got to her i saw that she was pail and we walked from the front of the hospital all the way to the E.R and her lungs were  spasming the off and on and then before she was released the doctor told her that her heart was in largest. Its because of her parents and children that she is still here and being her self which is good. Her parents drove down to be here for her court date and left empty handed which was not the plan at all they were suppose to leave maryland with her but instead we sat there while the cuffed her right in front of us and dragged her in the back. Her parents weren't happy at all and on top of that the judge didn't even salute her United States Navy Seal father which is disrespectful. Since she has been behind bars we have been fighting and I have been just trying to wrap my head around all of this and trying to live my life which hasn't been easy. She literally doesn't know how special she is and how her touch changes everything. Even though we are fighting i am still extremely in love with her. I am awake listening to her favorite country singer Brantley Gilbert and thinking about her and praying that the judge sets her free. Priceless love, heart, smile, person, daughter and mother. I am still waiting to see her walk threw that door way a free person and hell i will over joyed if he replaces her jail time with 10 years probation.  

Anyone but me

Kiss all over the body of
cuddle up all tight with
leave hickies all over the body of 

smell the perfume sent of 

wake up in the arms of
wake up to kisses by
put a ring on the finger of 

at the front of the church waiting for
make the heart race of 

put butterflies in the stomach of
pledge your love to 

set fireworks off with

be on cloud nine with
anyone but me

Because I am Taken